Who are you? I heard of you. For a long time I believed in you. For a long time I made decisions based on your threat. I believed that you could stop me. I challenged you. I push myself to certain limits to see if you were real. I intentionally broke rules, I challenged myself, went against my teaching and morals and you showed me that you may be real. Many fights, totaled vehicles and nights in jail should have made me believe in you but all it did was make me think of you and smile.
For a long time, I used you as one of my only excuse to smile. I used you to challenge myself. I used you to create excitement. I will be honest what I don’t like about you most is who you associate with and who you are married to. I refuse to believe in you as long as you keep the company you do. Your best friend and wife Fear; I find the best and quickest way to get her away from me. You are married to Fear and create rules and that are unhealthy and I do not respect. I choose to live as if you do not exist.
Fear, I respect how you have grown and made yourself relevant in today’s society. You began as a simple feeling of doubt to remind us that we are human and we can overcome the challenges we put on ourselves; but I would have never thought you would become who you are today. You found a way to grow into a presence omnipresent in the world. You become the first thought or reason people make decisions. You found ways to control countries. I watch you how you take people over and put them into a box. You have become an internal and external force where people now want to use you and even call on you to help find ways of control. It is quite amazing when you think about it. What is amazing about you is also the reason why I don’t like you and flat out do not respect you. You come around me from time to time, but anytime I sense your presence you remind that I can overcome and transcend to a new space more elevated than before; so I do thank you for that.
I see how you have married Danger. Danger is real, as real as a threat and I know “a threat is only a force I am not prepared for” and I am prepared for all the danger I face. What I realize is, you attempting to attach to a real concept to actualize yourself, you only discredit the concept you attach yourself to. You have made Danger something to also disrespect. You have made Danger appear unreal. The similarities of you both are that you can both be overcome and conquered.
I thank you both. Without you, your stories and your myths I would not be the Golden individual I am today.
To Danger and Fear, you are priceless.
Sagittarius “The Golden Child”
Sagittarius the Golden Child 