CHANGE the Inevitable

I ask myself often why you are here. I always wonder how it is that you are present in my life so often and in so many moments. I can say now that I am thankful and I’m aware you will be present in all life changing moments.

When growing up I was always annoyed when you came around. You showed yourself during times of fun, during a new game I played or in arts and crafts as I learned how to use my creativity. You definitely showed yourself in pivotal moments. You would always appear after a major moment like: before I went home and was scolded by my mother, after I hurt myself or experienced loss. I found you annoying because I often wondered if you were necessary or if you just liked to ALWAYS be around.

During my adolescent years I tried to ignore you but if anything your presence did not decrease it increased. You began to speak to me nonverbally; I frequently noticed you in moments alone. You were there that moment a girl told me she did not share the same interest in me as I did in her, the many moments I felt like an outcast when I expressed something and my brother and his friends ridiculed me for being weird and different. I noticed in those moments you did not appear immediately, almost as if you waited on the moments that I felt my worst to come around. Ok cool. If that is when you want to come around then I will embrace moments of Danger and Fear since after those moments you choose to present yourself most noticeably.

I wont lie. I always like when you are around, you just have a funny way of showing yourself especially as I get older. I am now getting used to you because I know your presence is inevitable. I also see the lives of the people who ignore you. They do the same things day to day, live in the same or similar circumstances throughout
the majority of their life and often look unhappy.

I also notice that you make many people angry as well. I shared that feeling but not for long. I realized very early that you are always around so I began to embrace you. In a way you have become like a friend to me.
I find myself looking to get into things whether they be fun, extreme, dangerous, breathtaking, different and all in all simply life changing and exhilarating. In those moments you show yourself in a way that cannot be put into words but you make me feel more connected with all the beautiful elements around me.

“Principles are consistent” and I realized that anytime you show up it is always to promote growth and connection with something greater. To help me realize what I already have inside of me is now ready to be developed and shown to the world. Many elements of myself that I may have ignored had you not shown up after those moments in my life are being revealed.

CHANGE I thank you for the lessons you have helped me realize, for helping me realize that your existence is Inevitable. You are to be embraced. You and growth always seem to be together, but you only introduce growth after you have shown yourself. Thanks for being consistent and bringing me to a place that I can realize that you are an ally.
Live GOLDEN