Suicide

Suicide. Something that happens often. A scary thought to most, hence the reason it is not talked about. Is it to sensitive to speak about or is death what most are afraid to speak of? I looked up the definition of suicide and as always I found more than one definition. The first definition is the intentional taking of one’s life. The next definition is, the destruction of one’s own interest or prospects. I define it simply as the act of choosing to leave this physical realm.

Some call those who commit the act extremely selfish; some sympathize for the individual and call them victims of their circumstance. Being someone who has suicidal thoughts often, I explore the mindset when having these moments and express what lies behind them.
This is not a piece about suicidal thoughts or the psychology of what a person goes through before committing suicide, but a piece on my relationship with suicide.

Suicide is a selfish act of the acceptance of death. The reasons are all unique to the individual who choose to go into action of leaving this world for the motives they feel are worth it in that moment. When we realize as people we commit suicide every time we choose not to live, we will learn how to connect with one another and support each other in the moments when we see our brother, sister, mother, father or child not choose life.

Who’s to say suicide is bad? In my darkest moments alone I put the principle of suicide to the avenues of my life that hold me back from living. I embrace the dark, live in it, and explore with my eyes closed; I simply feel. What arises to me in those moments are powerful and serve as reminders of where I do not want to be. How would I make these realizations if I don’t embrace all my levels of being? I dance with the Devil often. The two step is deceptive but simple, and now that I am familiar with it I realize it’s a dance we start when I neglect self and connect with degrading practices. The better I get at the dance the faster I notice when I am participating.

Ever listen to a song you may not like but the more you hear it you notice yourself nodding your head? That then turns to vibing with it, and before you know it you are singing the words. When it really takes hold you begin to sing the song on your own, the song does not have to be playing. PRINCIPLES ARE CONSISTENT. The same happens with suicide and the thought preceding.
Learn self. Know Thyself and when you begin to vibe in the realm of being that does not serve you. When you complain, when you blame others or self, when you see yourself as a victim, when you speak about self to self in ways that does not make you feel better, when you engage in acts you know do not promote self or happiness; acknowledge those moments.
COMMIT SUICIDE and put death to those parts of self and choose LIFE. Live! LIVE GOLDEN, MIND UP

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